Tuesday, February 19, 2008, 08:29 AM [
General]
I have some wild dragons in my life. Life without dragons would be well boring, lame, tame, I guess.
Dragons are strong and mine are wild at the moment.
I am a mom. I have been a mom since my mother died of cancer when I was 7. My first child, my little brother is all grown up and I now have two beautifull wonderfull bright kids of my own.
This beeing a mom gives strenght I guess. I have a cronic illness that leaves me tired and aching at times (well at most times) And this dragon has to be tamed on a regular basis, but this dragon I can handle. The thing is that this dragon is not the wildest or biggest dragon of my life right now. I have a wonderfull husband that I love. The thing is that he is ill. He has a depression and related problems. He is in hospital and has been since yule. I can cope with this dragon too most of the time. But this dragon is so tricky and unpredictable. One day it seems tamer and I get my hopes up the next day it roars and spits fire... Taming this dragon sapps a lot of strenght from me.
So why do we need dragons? They bring power when they are managed right, they also give innsight and wisdom. This wild dragon was wild 7 years ago too and we managed to tame him then, and came stronger and wiser and more together from the ordeal. I just hope we manage this time too. I'm not giving up this dragon. It will be tamed and put to good use so to speak. But right now I'm just tired.
So I need some dragon taming power. Some little extra strenght to keep going and hoping. I find that it is the littlest things that help and give strength. A word from a friend, a cup of tea, knitting, spinning or just looking at the wintery sunlight outside. I even found a tea that promises to help me with my dragontaming:

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